It has been nearly a month since I have written and I honestly have no one to blame but myself. I have crammed my days with so much activity that I have had very little time to rest and to just enjoy my Father and what He has given me. In my quest to be a "good pastor", I have valued my ministry above my God and His expectations of me. I have always done my best to maintain and protect my Sabbath, the day when I rest and rest alone. Yet, over the past five weeks I have let life fly past me in the name of being productive. God calls me to otherwise:
"for somewhere He has spoken about the seventh day in this way:And on the seventh day God rested from all His works. Again, in that passage [He says], They will never enter My rest. Since it remains for some to enter it, and those who formerly received the good news did not enter because of disobedience, again, He specifies a certain day— today —speaking through David after such a long time, as previously stated: Today if you hear His voice, do not harden your hearts. For if Joshua had given them rest, He would not have spoken later about another day. A Sabbath rest remains, therefore, for God's people. For the person who has entered His rest has rested from his own works, just as God did from His. Let us then make every effort to enter that rest, so that no one will fall into the same pattern of disobedience." ~ Hebrews 4:4-11
My lack of rest is rooted in a lack of faith. Really...
I say in my own mind: "If I stop and rest, how can I have an effective ministry? There's so much to do." Those words reflect an ego that says apart from me God cannot accomplish His will. His body depends on me. And that is an obvious lie and an ignorant statement.
In my constant activity, all I do is flesh out a life of disobedience. I am called to rest in Him. Be refreshed in Him. God set the example for us: Do work and be productive for six days, but rest on the seventh. I need to protect that day and trust that though I may not "be productive", I am trusting my God to bless what I have done and to rest in Him and glorify Him by sitting still.
So find that in your own life. Make that day. Rest in Him.
"Let us then make every effort to enter that rest, so that no one will fall into the same pattern of disobedience."
Monday, November 8, 2010
Thursday, October 7, 2010
Romans 15:5-7
It seems unity within the body is a big thought that is streaming through churches all across the world in the recent weeks. I heard a number of sermons and podcasts on the push to be united as a body of Christ. You can see the reasons for such a need for unity in our world today. Friends are divisive over ideas and preferences, families are torn apart by extremely busy schedules, and even American political parties are split into smaller, ideologically rigid sub-parties. Unity isn't apart of our culture on any secular level.
And then there's the church...
The American church is no better than the culture it resides in. In my small city there are 18 Christian denominations and around 60 churches in a 20 mile radius of downtown. All of these divided on matters of theology, church autonomy or worship preference. Yet, even within these individual church is division and frustration. People who want certain styles of music...people who demand a particular standard of dress among the congregation...ministries for every age and social demographic. Unity is by all accounts dead in the American church and it is by our own doing.
I have been going through a series with my youth ministry on the "Hope We Have in God". I finished the series on the need for unity in the body of Christ and for us to be always encouraged and to push our brothers and sisters in Christ in their relationship with God. This fellowship and encouragement is crucial in our faith. It is vital to know there are others who share my struggles in the faith, those who love me, those who God is using me to mentor, etc. We all play a role in the body and that is to the glory of God. I love the truth of Romans 15:5-6:
"Now may the God of endurance and encouragement grant you agreement with one another, according to Christ Jesus, so that you may glorify the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ with a united mind and voice."
God is glorified by our unity. Our pursuit of Him as we push each other along is a means by which we glorify God as a unit. Before we can become a global, united body of Christ we must become a united local church and then a united group of municipal believers. So whether you are from the UK, Canada, Australia or the States there is still the tie that binds us all...
...our faith!
Christians are bound by our relationship with the Father. So its time to live like what I was redeemed to be.
Live like His Heir. Live like children of God.
And then there's the church...
The American church is no better than the culture it resides in. In my small city there are 18 Christian denominations and around 60 churches in a 20 mile radius of downtown. All of these divided on matters of theology, church autonomy or worship preference. Yet, even within these individual church is division and frustration. People who want certain styles of music...people who demand a particular standard of dress among the congregation...ministries for every age and social demographic. Unity is by all accounts dead in the American church and it is by our own doing.
I have been going through a series with my youth ministry on the "Hope We Have in God". I finished the series on the need for unity in the body of Christ and for us to be always encouraged and to push our brothers and sisters in Christ in their relationship with God. This fellowship and encouragement is crucial in our faith. It is vital to know there are others who share my struggles in the faith, those who love me, those who God is using me to mentor, etc. We all play a role in the body and that is to the glory of God. I love the truth of Romans 15:5-6:
"Now may the God of endurance and encouragement grant you agreement with one another, according to Christ Jesus, so that you may glorify the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ with a united mind and voice."
God is glorified by our unity. Our pursuit of Him as we push each other along is a means by which we glorify God as a unit. Before we can become a global, united body of Christ we must become a united local church and then a united group of municipal believers. So whether you are from the UK, Canada, Australia or the States there is still the tie that binds us all...
Unity. from arielamaro video on Vimeo.
...our faith!
Christians are bound by our relationship with the Father. So its time to live like what I was redeemed to be.
Live like His Heir. Live like children of God.
Monday, October 4, 2010
Proverbs 3:5-7
I find myself regularly looking at my faith and truly assessing how my relationship with Christ is. At times I find myself in an intimate vibrant relationship with God. At other times I am completely distant from God and incredibly weak in my faith. Then there is this strange "in between" area with regards to my walk with Christ. Its that time in our faith when we are complacent in our faith. I like to see it as "Fat and Happy Faith". It's that time in my life when things are going well enough so that I am not seeking God and I am simply happy with where my faith is. Unfortunately, this makes my faith stagnant, lukewarm and void of passion. God shook me out of one of these apathetic faith moments as I read Proverbs 3:5-7 ->
" Trust in the LORD with all your heart, and do not rely on your own understanding; think about Him in all your ways, and He will guide you on the right paths. Don't consider yourself to be wise; fear the LORD and turn away from evil."
After reading this Scripture God made it painfully evident where my trust was. I trusted in the provision of God...I did not trust Him in so many other areas of my life such as Him being my Counselor, my Hope, my Refuge, my Identity, my Redeemer, my Daddy. I look to God to grant me things. When I was in need I was broken and desperate. When I was showered with grace I was grateful and full of praise.
But the in between was the issue in my faith. If I was not desperate and if I was not being blessed beyond measure then I was simply content to wait for the next monumental faith moment in my life. I was harming my faith by pursuing God's gifts and not only God, my Redeemer and Father. I did not think about God in all of my ways...I only gave Him some consideration. I had a tendency to pursue a relationship with His Grace and not a relationship with the One who is my Father regardless of what I feel or experience.
It is the faith of Isaiah that I desire. Isaiah was a prophet to a people who for a time were apathetic and content towards God. When God's favor towards Israel began to dwindle, the people of Israel turned their backs to God and God answered with punishment. Yet all through the book of Isaiah, the prophet remains a steadfast man of God who seeks Him and constantly praises Him in spite of what Isaiah sees and experiences. Isaiah 64:7-8 ->
" No one calls on Your name, striving to take hold of You. For You have hidden Your face from us and made us melt because of our iniquity. Yet LORD, You are our Father; we are the clay, and You are our potter; we all are the work of Your hands."
Isaiah accepts that God can do whatever He desires because He is the one who forms us and shapes us. Even when favor dries up and I do not "experience" God in my life, He is still the One who created me, redeemed me and gave me purpose. That alone deserves my ever ready, unending trust. Even when life floats along as business as usual I should still rest in Him and call out to Him.
Job says it best when he speaks of what our pursuit of God should be:
"Even if He kills me, I will hope in Him."
Do not depend on life's circumstances to affect your faith. Trust God and rest in His character and truth.
" Trust in the LORD with all your heart, and do not rely on your own understanding; think about Him in all your ways, and He will guide you on the right paths. Don't consider yourself to be wise; fear the LORD and turn away from evil."
After reading this Scripture God made it painfully evident where my trust was. I trusted in the provision of God...I did not trust Him in so many other areas of my life such as Him being my Counselor, my Hope, my Refuge, my Identity, my Redeemer, my Daddy. I look to God to grant me things. When I was in need I was broken and desperate. When I was showered with grace I was grateful and full of praise.
But the in between was the issue in my faith. If I was not desperate and if I was not being blessed beyond measure then I was simply content to wait for the next monumental faith moment in my life. I was harming my faith by pursuing God's gifts and not only God, my Redeemer and Father. I did not think about God in all of my ways...I only gave Him some consideration. I had a tendency to pursue a relationship with His Grace and not a relationship with the One who is my Father regardless of what I feel or experience.
It is the faith of Isaiah that I desire. Isaiah was a prophet to a people who for a time were apathetic and content towards God. When God's favor towards Israel began to dwindle, the people of Israel turned their backs to God and God answered with punishment. Yet all through the book of Isaiah, the prophet remains a steadfast man of God who seeks Him and constantly praises Him in spite of what Isaiah sees and experiences. Isaiah 64:7-8 ->
" No one calls on Your name, striving to take hold of You. For You have hidden Your face from us and made us melt because of our iniquity. Yet LORD, You are our Father; we are the clay, and You are our potter; we all are the work of Your hands."
Isaiah accepts that God can do whatever He desires because He is the one who forms us and shapes us. Even when favor dries up and I do not "experience" God in my life, He is still the One who created me, redeemed me and gave me purpose. That alone deserves my ever ready, unending trust. Even when life floats along as business as usual I should still rest in Him and call out to Him.
Job says it best when he speaks of what our pursuit of God should be:
"Even if He kills me, I will hope in Him."
Do not depend on life's circumstances to affect your faith. Trust God and rest in His character and truth.
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
2 Corinthians 10:3-6
As I have been studying Scripture I have been drawn to the analogies that are constantly made between our spiritual life and a war. I've read Ephesians 6 probably 50 times and have an understanding of what the armor of God is. I've gotten to the point in my faith where I feel that I have my suit of armor on but I just sit quietly in my faith with a giant suit of armor and sword that I am putting to little use, but God's Word has the remarkable ability to send an armored soldier into battle with his orders. Paul says in 2 Corinthians 10:3-6:
"For though we walk in the flesh, we do not war according to the flesh, for the weapons of our warfare are not of the flesh, but divinely powerful for the destruction of fortresses. We are destroying speculations and every lofty thing raised up against the knowledge of God, and we are taking every thought captive to the obedience of Christ,and we are ready to punish all disobedience, whenever your obedience is complete."
For some of us this is strong language. For quite a few of us the words war and destruction are not apart of our normal vocabulary. Yet, in this Scripture war is not an option. It is the accepted thought of spiritual life. We are being assaulted by our flesh, by this world and by Satan himself on a daily basis. The sobering thing is that many of us are content to hunker down in the safety of our spiritual armor while we watch people in our lives get slaughtered by the works of Satan. I feel that at times I can trivialize the works of Satan. I know what Scripture says in Revelation...Christ conquers...Satan is cast into the lake of fire...the end. Until that day comes, Satan is going to cause as much damage and wage war against everyone he can. His aim is not to win (he already is the loser of this great battle) but his aim is to take as many casualties and cause as much damage as he can. Jesus warned Peter about Satan's aims in Luke 22 when He tells Peter that Satan has demanded to go after Peter and to sift (or literally overthrow) him. I must be careful to see that Satan is a very skillful liar, tempter, and destroyer. He is on the prowl right now seeking some new casualty. It is not a matter if you and I desire to go to war...Satan is already at war with us whether or not we choose to fight.
God did not save me and sanctify me to be a spiritual pacifist. God desires for us to destroy the strongholds of the devil, wreck the speculations that fly against our faith and to hack down that which exists for the destruction of the Christian faith. We are consistently reminded in Scripture to resist the devil. Oppose him. Set yourself against him. Intercede for those around you when they are overcome by the strongholds of this world.
Put your armor on.
Fight
"For though we walk in the flesh, we do not war according to the flesh, for the weapons of our warfare are not of the flesh, but divinely powerful for the destruction of fortresses. We are destroying speculations and every lofty thing raised up against the knowledge of God, and we are taking every thought captive to the obedience of Christ,and we are ready to punish all disobedience, whenever your obedience is complete."
For some of us this is strong language. For quite a few of us the words war and destruction are not apart of our normal vocabulary. Yet, in this Scripture war is not an option. It is the accepted thought of spiritual life. We are being assaulted by our flesh, by this world and by Satan himself on a daily basis. The sobering thing is that many of us are content to hunker down in the safety of our spiritual armor while we watch people in our lives get slaughtered by the works of Satan. I feel that at times I can trivialize the works of Satan. I know what Scripture says in Revelation...Christ conquers...Satan is cast into the lake of fire...the end. Until that day comes, Satan is going to cause as much damage and wage war against everyone he can. His aim is not to win (he already is the loser of this great battle) but his aim is to take as many casualties and cause as much damage as he can. Jesus warned Peter about Satan's aims in Luke 22 when He tells Peter that Satan has demanded to go after Peter and to sift (or literally overthrow) him. I must be careful to see that Satan is a very skillful liar, tempter, and destroyer. He is on the prowl right now seeking some new casualty. It is not a matter if you and I desire to go to war...Satan is already at war with us whether or not we choose to fight.
God did not save me and sanctify me to be a spiritual pacifist. God desires for us to destroy the strongholds of the devil, wreck the speculations that fly against our faith and to hack down that which exists for the destruction of the Christian faith. We are consistently reminded in Scripture to resist the devil. Oppose him. Set yourself against him. Intercede for those around you when they are overcome by the strongholds of this world.
Put your armor on.
Fight
Monday, September 27, 2010
Philippians 3:7-8
"God alone satisfies." ~ Thomas A' Kempis
I read this seemingly shallow quote and did not give it a second thought. "Of course God satisfies", was my thought. I trust God with the salvation of my soul, of course I rest in Him for my value and encouragement. Yet, as I sat it became obvious that my total satisfaction did not come from God alone. I find satisfaction in my relationships with others. I find my value in how much I have in my bank account. My security comes from my job. My spiritually value comes from what role I play in my church. These are all honorable pursuits but the issue comes when I start to depend on them for how I view myself. All of these pursuits will eventually fail me. My friends will betray me, my bank account will one day sit at $0, I will be laid off from my job or retire and my church will one day go in direction I do not feel is healthy. So as I sit reading this quote from Kempis I see that there are many things which I seek to satisfy me when all along I should be resting in my Father for my everything.
Paul says speaks to this in Philippians 3:7-8:
"But whatever things were gain to me, those things I have counted as loss for the sake of Christ. More than that, I count all things to be loss in view of the surpassing value of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord, for whom I have suffered the loss of all things, and count them but rubbish so that I may gain Christ"
Paul draws a very firm line for us to follow. I have things in my life that may be useful, but they provide me no true meaning....no true satisfaction. In fact in verse 8 the word "rubbish" literally means crap. I count the things of this world as crap in view of the surpassing greatness of Christ. I wash myself of the things of this world. I don't bury myself in the things of this world...I mean who takes a bath in crap? Its a great picture Paul draws for us here and his emphasis is this: the things of this world are undoubtedly a part of our life, but how much value do you place on them?
Is Christ the source of satisfaction for 60% of you or do you depend on Him solely to give your life value and worth?
I read this seemingly shallow quote and did not give it a second thought. "Of course God satisfies", was my thought. I trust God with the salvation of my soul, of course I rest in Him for my value and encouragement. Yet, as I sat it became obvious that my total satisfaction did not come from God alone. I find satisfaction in my relationships with others. I find my value in how much I have in my bank account. My security comes from my job. My spiritually value comes from what role I play in my church. These are all honorable pursuits but the issue comes when I start to depend on them for how I view myself. All of these pursuits will eventually fail me. My friends will betray me, my bank account will one day sit at $0, I will be laid off from my job or retire and my church will one day go in direction I do not feel is healthy. So as I sit reading this quote from Kempis I see that there are many things which I seek to satisfy me when all along I should be resting in my Father for my everything.
Paul says speaks to this in Philippians 3:7-8:
"But whatever things were gain to me, those things I have counted as loss for the sake of Christ. More than that, I count all things to be loss in view of the surpassing value of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord, for whom I have suffered the loss of all things, and count them but rubbish so that I may gain Christ"
Paul draws a very firm line for us to follow. I have things in my life that may be useful, but they provide me no true meaning....no true satisfaction. In fact in verse 8 the word "rubbish" literally means crap. I count the things of this world as crap in view of the surpassing greatness of Christ. I wash myself of the things of this world. I don't bury myself in the things of this world...I mean who takes a bath in crap? Its a great picture Paul draws for us here and his emphasis is this: the things of this world are undoubtedly a part of our life, but how much value do you place on them?
Is Christ the source of satisfaction for 60% of you or do you depend on Him solely to give your life value and worth?
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
2 Timothy 2
I find myself becoming spiritually "beaten up" from time to time. You know that feeling when you feel you have given all you can to your brothers in Christ? It's that feeling when in my difficulties I feel like my faith is needle thin. Its when worship turns to murmuring to music. Its when my prayer life revolves around my three meals a day. Its when taking my cross and following Him feels like I'm shouldering a city bus. Being spiritually "beaten up" is something that happens to a lot of us on an unfortunately regular basis. Its something I faced often in the last year, but God has led me out of that place and I fight daily to avoid going back. God used Paul's words to Timothy as my encouragement to continue in this fight.
"Keep in mind Jesus Christ, risen from the dead, descended from David, according to my gospel. For this I suffer, to the point of being bound like a criminal; but God's message is not bound. This is why I endure all things for the elect: so that they also may obtain salvation, which is in Christ Jesus, with eternal glory. This saying is trustworthy:
For if we have died with Him, we will also live with Him;
if we endure, we will also reign with Him;
if we deny Him, He will also deny us;
if we are faithless, He remains faithful,
for He cannot deny Himself." ~ 2 Timothy 2:8-13
Timothy is having a very difficult time in his ministry. Timothy is frustrated and even wonders if he is truly cut out to minister to others. Paul is writing this letter to Timothy to encourage him in his ministry and even more than that; Paul is trying to encourage Timothy in his relationship with Christ. In verse 8 Paul points to the sacrifice of Christ Timothy's greatest source of encouragement. Paul wanted Timothy to find encouragement in the life, death and resurrection of Jesus. We are to look to Jesus, the author and finisher of our faith, who, for the joy that was set before him, endured the cross, despised the shame, and has now sat down at the right hand of the throne of God. That is the Gospel, the Good News, that we we live by, teach and suffer for.
Again, in verse 9 Paul wants Timothy to be mindful of the fact that our faith is vibrant and it cannot be suppressed or chained. Timothy was undoubtedly discouraged that his mentor in the faith, Paul, was imprisoned for his faith and sentenced to death. Yet, Paul is assuring Timothy that there is nothing that Paul desired more than to share the Gospel and if found to be guilty of doing such...so be it. Nothing can chain our faith. Nothing can bind our salvation. God's Word will thrive and have power in spite of man's plans to quiet it. We should make His Word such a part of our life that we know, tangibly and completely know, of God's power and strength over our lives. This is certainly no promise of prosperity or a life free of challenge but it is a promise of resting our hope in a faithful and loving Savior. We fight and press on because there are so many who need to know of this Gospel and of this strength.
Finally, Paul closes this thought to Timothy with promises from God's Word. In verse 11 Paul is quoting Jesus in John 8 when Jesus says, "I assure you: If anyone keeps My word, he will never see death—ever!" and then in verse 12 Paul quotes Jesus from Mark 13, "All men will hate you because of me, but he who stands firm to the end will be saved." Our hope in Him does not fade---ever! His love is not separated from us---ever!
In the times we feel battered spiritually, know God is there for you! You may not feel love, you may not feel victorious but know your hope and salvation is unwavering in Christ. Rest and be refreshed in His Gospel! Count on Him, because He is there for you and I even when we are in chains and in our darkest place.
"Keep in mind Jesus Christ, risen from the dead, descended from David, according to my gospel. For this I suffer, to the point of being bound like a criminal; but God's message is not bound. This is why I endure all things for the elect: so that they also may obtain salvation, which is in Christ Jesus, with eternal glory. This saying is trustworthy:
For if we have died with Him, we will also live with Him;
if we endure, we will also reign with Him;
if we deny Him, He will also deny us;
if we are faithless, He remains faithful,
for He cannot deny Himself." ~ 2 Timothy 2:8-13
Timothy is having a very difficult time in his ministry. Timothy is frustrated and even wonders if he is truly cut out to minister to others. Paul is writing this letter to Timothy to encourage him in his ministry and even more than that; Paul is trying to encourage Timothy in his relationship with Christ. In verse 8 Paul points to the sacrifice of Christ Timothy's greatest source of encouragement. Paul wanted Timothy to find encouragement in the life, death and resurrection of Jesus. We are to look to Jesus, the author and finisher of our faith, who, for the joy that was set before him, endured the cross, despised the shame, and has now sat down at the right hand of the throne of God. That is the Gospel, the Good News, that we we live by, teach and suffer for.
Again, in verse 9 Paul wants Timothy to be mindful of the fact that our faith is vibrant and it cannot be suppressed or chained. Timothy was undoubtedly discouraged that his mentor in the faith, Paul, was imprisoned for his faith and sentenced to death. Yet, Paul is assuring Timothy that there is nothing that Paul desired more than to share the Gospel and if found to be guilty of doing such...so be it. Nothing can chain our faith. Nothing can bind our salvation. God's Word will thrive and have power in spite of man's plans to quiet it. We should make His Word such a part of our life that we know, tangibly and completely know, of God's power and strength over our lives. This is certainly no promise of prosperity or a life free of challenge but it is a promise of resting our hope in a faithful and loving Savior. We fight and press on because there are so many who need to know of this Gospel and of this strength.
Finally, Paul closes this thought to Timothy with promises from God's Word. In verse 11 Paul is quoting Jesus in John 8 when Jesus says, "I assure you: If anyone keeps My word, he will never see death—ever!" and then in verse 12 Paul quotes Jesus from Mark 13, "All men will hate you because of me, but he who stands firm to the end will be saved." Our hope in Him does not fade---ever! His love is not separated from us---ever!
In the times we feel battered spiritually, know God is there for you! You may not feel love, you may not feel victorious but know your hope and salvation is unwavering in Christ. Rest and be refreshed in His Gospel! Count on Him, because He is there for you and I even when we are in chains and in our darkest place.
Sunday, September 12, 2010
Colossians 3:9-11
As I have said before, this blog exists to bring God glory as well as encouraging others in their fight to pursue Him. The name "Eikon" comes from the Greek word that we derive the word English "image". The reason why that word is so important to me is rooted in my testimony.
For so long I believed I was a less than perfect human being because I did not have arms. People consistently judged me on the basis of my physical appearance and usually that judgment was made apparent through people's stares, their unkind words and the jokes that followed. I placed far too much value on how those people judged me, which in turn gave me a poor view of myself and my own value. I struggled with self-doubt and I wallowed in my self-pity. My life was buried in darkness.
God pushed back all that doubt and darkness when I was 15 years old. He used a youth pastor who spoke very briefly about how God showed His love for me by sending His Son to this earth to live a sinless life and die......for ME. This was a message I had heard probably 50 times in my young life, but that was the first time that had truly listened. I was honestly shocked by the love of Christ. I went home from that lesson and I wanted to know more about His love. I went home and went racing through my Bible, wanting to know more. I did not know where to start reading so I went to the middle of the Bible...to Psalms. After about 20 minutes of reading I came to Psalm 139. In it the psalmist says:
"13 For You formed my inward parts; You wove me in my mother's womb. 14 I will give thanks to You, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made; wonderful are Your works, and my soul knows it very well. 15 My frame was not hidden from You, when I was made in secret, and skillfully wrought in the depths of the earth; 16 Your eyes have seen my unformed substance; and in Your book were all written the days that were ordained for me, when as yet there was not one of them." ~ Psalms 139:13-16 (NASB)
After reading this it all clicked. I wasn't some horrible armless mistake. I was fearfully and wonderfully made. I wasn't full of flaws. I was skillfully wrought. Seeing myself in view of my Father altered everything about my life. My value and identity came from the One who made me. It was through making Christ the Lord of my life that I found my hope in Him who knit me together. It was because of His love, His sacrifice and the fact He desired to use me and my human imperfection for His glory is something that set my heart on giving Him my all. I think Paul speaks for my heart when He says in Colossians 3:
"since you laid aside the old self with its evil practices, 10 and have put on the new self who is being renewed to a true knowledge according to the image of the One who created him. ~ Col 3:9-10 (NASB)
My old self with its man-seeking, pity filled, self seeking ways are pushed aside. The man who pursues God, rejoices in grace and seeks to kill the flesh is now my life. To know I was made in His image is something that carries amazing responsibility. I am a representative of the Creator of the universe and I am the breathing, living, speaking image of Him. It is my responsibility to fight the old man and build up the new man. All for His image. All for His glory. That is why we are all here.
For so long I believed I was a less than perfect human being because I did not have arms. People consistently judged me on the basis of my physical appearance and usually that judgment was made apparent through people's stares, their unkind words and the jokes that followed. I placed far too much value on how those people judged me, which in turn gave me a poor view of myself and my own value. I struggled with self-doubt and I wallowed in my self-pity. My life was buried in darkness.
God pushed back all that doubt and darkness when I was 15 years old. He used a youth pastor who spoke very briefly about how God showed His love for me by sending His Son to this earth to live a sinless life and die......for ME. This was a message I had heard probably 50 times in my young life, but that was the first time that had truly listened. I was honestly shocked by the love of Christ. I went home from that lesson and I wanted to know more about His love. I went home and went racing through my Bible, wanting to know more. I did not know where to start reading so I went to the middle of the Bible...to Psalms. After about 20 minutes of reading I came to Psalm 139. In it the psalmist says:
"13 For You formed my inward parts; You wove me in my mother's womb. 14 I will give thanks to You, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made; wonderful are Your works, and my soul knows it very well. 15 My frame was not hidden from You, when I was made in secret, and skillfully wrought in the depths of the earth; 16 Your eyes have seen my unformed substance; and in Your book were all written the days that were ordained for me, when as yet there was not one of them." ~ Psalms 139:13-16 (NASB)
After reading this it all clicked. I wasn't some horrible armless mistake. I was fearfully and wonderfully made. I wasn't full of flaws. I was skillfully wrought. Seeing myself in view of my Father altered everything about my life. My value and identity came from the One who made me. It was through making Christ the Lord of my life that I found my hope in Him who knit me together. It was because of His love, His sacrifice and the fact He desired to use me and my human imperfection for His glory is something that set my heart on giving Him my all. I think Paul speaks for my heart when He says in Colossians 3:
"since you laid aside the old self with its evil practices, 10 and have put on the new self who is being renewed to a true knowledge according to the image of the One who created him. ~ Col 3:9-10 (NASB)
My old self with its man-seeking, pity filled, self seeking ways are pushed aside. The man who pursues God, rejoices in grace and seeks to kill the flesh is now my life. To know I was made in His image is something that carries amazing responsibility. I am a representative of the Creator of the universe and I am the breathing, living, speaking image of Him. It is my responsibility to fight the old man and build up the new man. All for His image. All for His glory. That is why we are all here.
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